Time goes by
I manage to move on and forget about the guy I loved for more than six years
Then BANG! suddenly there is a new song
A new life-like melody to follow
Fuck it! These new feelings hurt, too!
What's the use if I keep on suffering?
Hoping he might call today
If I look into the mirror thinking: God! Do I need to look better than this, or what!
If I'm walking up and down seeing nothing but his face
Hearing nothing but his voice
If I'm not sure of myself again
and fear he won't love me, he can't
If I'm praying to the Guy up there: please make him accept me the way I am
If I'm sitting crying just because he might not feel the same
If I'm getting hysterical every time it's not him sending me a message
What's the point in loving someone real if he is just as far away as the perfect guy in my pink cloudy dreams?
Why can't I stand up recollect myself and walk away without looking back?
Why can't I feel nothing even though I promised to me
I will never shed a tear for anyone who doesn't deserve it?
Why can't I keep a promise that simple?
Why?
Why can't I?
Why?
